When you lose someone, someone you love. When they break your heart. It's the hardest thing you could ever go trough. And no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. You fall apart, for the hundredth time and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person w/ all of your heart, even tough you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse then you've ever been hurt. But it's not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't want to miss them anymore. You don't want to love them anymore, but you know you always will.