MEMORIES ABOUT SHOUT DARLINKS FOLLOW D'BOARD
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Sometimes i cant sleep at night. There's an emptiness there.
From when you'd keep me up past 4am bcause you cared. Its been a few months now.
You're still keeping me up. But i haven't talked to you in some time.
You're just in my head. I'm so mad at myself. I hate myself instead of hating you n idk if that's possible. Because i convinced myself i was over you and i know it was all pretend.
I pretended not to be upset when we got in a fight.
I pretended i didn't look forward to seeing you everyday.
I pretended that i wasn't hurt when you broke my heart.
I pretended i didn't miss you when you didn't come around.
Now all these lies have showed me is that i miss you so much more than i realized.
Or maybe i just miss the moments we made..
Its just too late. She owns you now :')